Backpacking for 6 Days!: Singapore-Kuala Lumpur-Indonesia

I always learn something new about myself each time I travel, either good or bad.

Aside from the exciting feeling of being in a new place, learning about life outside your daily life makes you see it on a new perspective every travel.

Wanted to tour out of country and set aside my #PinasMuna wandering mind, I was able to score promo tickets last January that fitted the "long weekend" last February, with my travel buddy.  Well, we filed some VL for this 6-day tour, so much for the 8-5 day jobs.

We usually prepare our DIY itinerary on our own so research of the go to places, what to eat and what to do and don’ts are a must.  So it's like, doing your full-time job, the hectic one, at day then the itinerary at night. lol As much as possible we travel on a shoestring budget but not eliminating comfort and safety.  

Thoughts of traveling on a new place may give stress to one mostly if you are not familiar with the area.  Giving some tips I learned through this and my other travels, is what I can share.  I have been in your shoes, so I relate on those bugging inside you.

For out of country destinations, spend money on their currencies or by USD will be the scenario, so have that peso exchanged.  You may have it converted locally before you fly out (which I prefer).  You can reserve your 

I am back on track. Am I? Hope so. :)) Doing the things I should have done a year back, if not with insecurities, laziness and hopelessness hit me hard.  I'm doing some baby steps on this.  I have done the few ones before, but this time is really different -- but still I'm crossing fingers for me to succeed.  I have started this, I need to see the end. 

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To my listeners back then.  Keep in touch here again too :)

I'm a dreamer

You may say I'm a dreamer

Aren't we all are?

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I'm back ... at last?  I am sketching for a fee.  That fee will go a long way in helping one dear friend who might lost her sight (please not) if she doesn't undergo certain treatments for it ASAP.  I'm knocking on your hearts, with just a few hundreds of peso to spare I can sketch you in return.  Just send me PM or comment here. Will be greatly appreciated.  

Please?

Normal days. Normal people. Normal mind. Normal work schedule. -- says no creative people ever.

almost lover

your fingertips across my skin
the palm trees swaying in the wind

in my chairs

you sang me spanish lullaby
the sweetest sadness in your eyes
clever trick

i never wanna see you unhappy
i thought you want the same
for me

goodbye my almost lover
goodbye my hopeless dream
i'm trying not to think about you
can't you just let me be

so long my luckless romance
my back is turned on u

should i known you'd bring me heartache
almost lover always do


we walk along a crowded street
you took my hand and dance with me
images

and when u left u kiss my lips
you told me you'll never never forget these images
no ....

i never wanna see u unhappy
i thought u were the same for me

goodbye my almost lover
goodbye my hopeless dream
i'm trying not to think about u
can't u just let me be

so long my luckless romance
my back is turned on u
should i known u'd bring me heartache
almost lovers always do

i cannot go to the ocean
i cannot drive the streets at night
i cannot wake up in the morning without u on my mind

Inside and Outside.

Autopilot mode on.

Neglect important things.

Losing dreams.

Oh i do have them?

my life's a waste.

The feeeling

Have done something I know I am regretting.  It came with a situation I was not in favor of.  Not what I should have done but did.  Made eruptions of unfit emotions for the night.

I don't want pressure. It makes me think of things I shouldn't.  I don't like the pain. the depression. maybe I shouldn't be left alone. I might not make it tomorrow.  Or its not I shouldn't be left alone.  The first time it happened, I was in front of someone -- my mother.  Triggered by her, I know I'm not right.  But shouldn't I deserve something like understanding.  I know I'm not good with resorting to the right thing like solving the problem.  But I can't help it when my mind screams I wanna be out of there.

Maybe tomorrow I won't be here. Maybe the following day, month, year. Only God knows.

OKAY..
I am eating what I have written (is that even possible? :D)

i've got a good celeb of my day this year :).

I've got you by my side. and a nice cake too.

is it being accustomed?

pero i felt what i have felt last year... i was going to post my blah here then i saw it... and its exactly what my mind sighed.

"birthday ko na bukas ... pero parang wala lang."

namiss ko lang ba na masaya pag birthday or is this what should be kapag tumatanda kana?

ayoko ng ganto :( its better to be a kid. life was a rainbow.

naisip ko yan kanina. nakaka-depress lang. i'm not excited or anything. i should be. but i'm not. :(

depressed. dapat may work nako. dapat maayos work ko. dapat mag fit un sa scheds ko :( i'm tied with expectations. ang hirap, nadedepress ako. ayoko na. :(